Thursday 11 August 2011

Social change 0.01


Before i tell anything about "Social change" i would like to clear the meaning of the word "Change".
Change is not as simple as it is to utter. Literally we can say that change means an event when a particular
thing passes from one state to another.You can also interpret as transformation.
But when we talk in terms of broad extent and large context we get some different things.
We got manythings which led to have very huge impact on some huge masses in which of those is Social
change.
Social change mainly deals with the masses(common man) .It should affect the common man of the society. We have many 
flaws and problems in our social system. Many things are being done and many such problems are under
process to get over that. 
Let me cite an example the Women Empowerment is still a farthing to achieve .
We are still very slow in that field. The Women Empowerment is seen and experienced only in very few fields and if
they have power to take decisions, people around them don't let them do or they don't feel that much secure to find themselves totally
free to tell their opnions or use their power. I am telling in general although women are having many such sort of power in different fields but
the number is very less. You can find that in the very Parliamentry House of our country(Lok Sabha and Rajya Sabha).
But in the middle class and so called lower sections of our society , we don't see so much involvement of women in 
anything in which even,their opinions are given importance, giving power to them are different things.
The situation is changing -many things are being done to let them come in power,they are coming but the fact which should be of great concern
is that it is very slow and the condition for providing them safe environment for such a power is still changing or better we call it improving ,
it has not been improved . This time you must be thinking that you are watching women coming forward and freely enjoying their
powers,but i will advise you to go in village areas where still the situation (better i should say the condition) is not at all tolerable for them.
After having yourself aware of their conditions you will say that Women Empowerment in that place is very much next to impossible.
The change should have been affecting majority of the sections of the society. Here comes the need to let 
echo of change to spread to every section of society. When we will see that the major sections of the women community are feeling secured 
and ready to opens their wings in the respective fields. As we know the that "any change is measured by its impact on the people connected to it".
So if we are not able to get it to the people who are connected to it .
For that to be happened we need to let every social animal to understand the need of Woman empowerment and its benefits too.
When that will happen,we can say that this is the very SOCIAL CHANGE we are looking at.


One more example I want throw some light on is the Rooting out of the disease like Polio,TB,Leprosy  etc.
As we know that two-three decades earlier these types of diseases are having major part of population in their jaw and were eating them slowly.
After then a time came when the movement for rooting out these disease .Many health center were opened in many parts of the country including
village areas. All the myths and facts were cleared among the people through those movement . These movement has succeeded and still running 
very successfully in the country . The change in life expectancy from about 58 years in 1990 to about 68 years in 2011 is the evidence of the social
change in terminating the code of those life engulfing disease. This is what we call SOCIAL CHANGE which affected the people which are 
connected to it i.e.large part of population(the needy ones of society).


There are many things to say about What is Social change.
I will like to end with "social change don't grow in retreat but through endurance" .




Its just  a spark you are reading in this article...whole fire is yet to be seen and read. Stay tuned with the frequency of my blog....

Wednesday 10 August 2011

when i see...i wish to...


Whenever i see stars
i wish my presence seems sparkling
when i look at the clouds
i wish i could light some hope
in those
deserved people who most often heard nope


when i see
i wish to do



when i get the glimpse of sun
i dream to spread light of Intellect and idea of change
whenever i feel the wind
the first thing which strikes my mind
is to eradicate the extortion
and deprival of human rights
my departure take away all the the dust and dirts of society


whence i feel
i want to



when i see moon
i wish to cool all the burns and suffering of all the sick and malnourished people
when a drop of rain splitter on my body
i wish i could be that drop which can mix (society)colours in them
and let (social)dusts be around around that drop only


whence i see
i wish to  

when i feel the warmness of fire
i ought to go for giving heat to those people
who are shivering in the cold wind of starvation and malnutrition
whence i see the cats and dogs rainfall
of injustice and social evil
i wish to appeal everyone
be united and go for social change...

Monday 8 August 2011

why do i need you...(dedicated to my family and friends)


whenever anything new happens
i tell you
whenever anything strange goes through my life
i inform you
whence i feel somewhat troubled
i come to you
you let me come out of that and
i come with flying colours
then i feel gay
and you get relax
put my head on your shoulder
then you let me calm down
and make me normal

its the very reason
why do i need you

whenever i get confused
you make me clear
whence i find myself in dilemma
i come to you
whenever i feel myself depressed and frustrated
i talk to you
and you make feel awesome
you enlight me and
motivate to move

all these force me
to feel the need of you

whether or not i tell you
you get to know somehow that i am in
some sort of graveness
whence we cheers
we rock in very fabulous manner
whenever we get chance
we spend memorable moments with each other
whenever i feel your lackness
you are there

that's the million dollar reason
which let me feel the need of you...

Saturday 6 August 2011

Physically Handicapped


Have you ever think of physically handicapped,
they are facing problem in each and every second of his/her life,
they have atleast one organ not working ,
they face more difficulties than us at every step of life
don't you feel we should help them,
by helping them lessen their grief...
by doing that you will feel happiness
satisfaction will be there in your inside
that you have done something for mankind..
Its should be our duty to help them,
they are also human beings
they are somewhat special also,
as leading life with one hurdle
ceaselessly engulfing them,
but still moving forward they are
never tremble ,don't think of giving up,
always fighting till the last breath,
we should take lesson from them,
one thing extra they have
i.e. their helpness which is making them
more strong to fight
and still living life merrily.

Importance of food


why don't you understand the importance of food,
don't throw the edibles,
why to waste.
in case -you don't good taste,
having your stomach full,
before doing that wait just a minute
and think about those who strave for a loaf of bread,
who struggle to get full nutrition
or even three time meal.
If still you are not able to think
then remind of those people and kids
whom you have seen beside streets
begging and asking for food.

To produce that food many people work very hard,
that farmer who don't even think of his health
he remains working in sorching sun and heavy rain
even in bone shivering cold.

Thursday 4 August 2011

The time has come...!!!

Now the time has come
to be ready for all the adverse
to let yourselves burn in hard time
to sustain despite any curse
and refine our personality
the time has arrived
to face the reality
not to go away
but to take the clutches
whether or not feel gay
you should hit your gear
put your hamlet on
whether its dust or rain
don't give up
if labour goes in vain
don't let anyone be shut up
you just  get yourself prepared
and  let others feel the sound
of your footsteps after arriving in  the battle
let the grunt of your swords to reach all your critics
so that they feel fatal
which will stop them doing your mimics...
its time to go  for fight
to take a vow
not to sleep
its time to let your all flaws
invisible and visible (physical or mental) to creep...

Sunday 31 July 2011

His surroundings give him a happy ending

one sitting in the sun
not able to have fun
as he iz having flu
in treatment doctors don't have clue
don't know what to do 
desiring to watch zoo zoo
he need some help
everyone busy with self
need to study
but in virus custody
left izz many work
each moment suffering jerk
but luv to taste perk
constantly want to laugh
wearing scarf
having cough
life seems tough 
having pain 
due to  muscular strain
want to eat 
but conditions on feet 
eager to go out n play 
but ask to stay
sitting inside home
engaged with google chrome
missing friends 
got many bends 
staring at tree
wishing to be disease free
eager to ride bike 
hurt on its own hike
  require to deal with
the illness living beneath 
alive with medicine
bro move sixteen 
sleeping in the lap of mumma 
seems undergoing mental trauma
whence listen song on lappy
becomes very much happy
going to doctor with dad
but not required to be sad
......... (conversation on phone wid love starts )..........
talking to love 
tears need to rub
love says dun worry
me feeling sorry 
not called you yesterday
coming to see you next day 
dun be frightened 
keep ur spirit teghtened 
me know we are away 
but dun be dismay 
vill be there to care
want to stare
u need me 
you miss me 
coming to meet you 
getting chance to serve you 
your condtion izz pathetic 
but make your  moral gigantic 
soon will recover
not need to suffer 
requiring some  patience 
not far izz your emergence 
dying to see you  on top 
now you express i stop
..........(the boy replies now).........
don't say more 
'wise my tears willl pour 
missing you so much 
want  to be in touch 
no need to show 
dat much i grow
it will be better 
see you later 
for me you pray
we are meeting next day
getting call from friends 
we are different from trends 
.......(conversation wid friends starts )......
hey man how zz you
all missing you
always making your proxy
you so much sexy
tell us your health rating 
for you we are waiting
ready to sacrifice our life 
one soul being five 
you everyone's dear
no need to fear
about you teachers giving speeches 
soon vill unclos your stitches 
about you listning from girls 
that increasing your pulse 
suffering from problem in throat 
never will sink your life's boat 
wounds begin to fill
start being chill
see you next day 
widout you can't stay 
........(the boy says)......
hay yar that's all
my tears will fall
utter only truth
me eating fruit 
no place for sorrow 
going hospital tomorrow
not loosing hopes
as doctor not saying nopes 
missing you all
our friendship izz so tall
nothing gonna happen to me 
evryone with me 
mom dad
friends my dear lad
brother sis 
and my gorgeous miss
see you next day 
bye for today 
..........(now in hospital all come).........
everyone with doctor comes 
patient busy with games 
nothing can be done 
give him every fun .....(doctor's comment)
its all his fate 
hey beautiful have as many date 
as you can with him
life gonna dim
need to entertain
death zz certain
pray god for miracle
serve him joy of pinnacle 
boy asks don't lie 
me going to die 
everyone louds no
so lets go
starts having fun
again sitting in the sun
getting love from everyside 
going for long ride 
thinking everything fine
one night  gone to bed at nine 
dreams so deep
forever has to sleep  

Wanna go somewhere or missing soemone..??


why i am feeling bad,
seems i am sad,
do i require any heal?
or remained incomplete some zeal...
possessed by some intuition,
having few confusion,
that want something to clear,
due to which getting fear-
something gonna happen wrong,
necessity to be strong.
i want to run fast,
to someone - desired to give lambast,
wanna go somewhere,
one question  where???
eager to stare someone very fair,
from heart ,and hoo care
izz dat my miss,
none other than my sis
why i am so much frightened?
my nerve need to be tightened
y not able to have concentration,
izz dat due to  some sort of frustration,
due to which i am having useless talks,
determinations getting erased like chalks,
why me having little tense,
but without any sense,
do i really need someone,
or god making some fun,
izz that soem sort of moral test,
something must be having twist,
i m eager to get refreshment,
personality undergoing amendment,
no need to flee
will say let it be
it's better wat gonna happen
 will see them later...

Why i am not able to sleep..??


its post mid-night time,
sun is about to lighten within 2 hours,
with tired eyes,  sleep mode of my mind is not able to splash any rhyme,
incomplete course of exam seems as long towers,
many a time thinking about someone ,
when i try to switch off my wake up mode,
just rolling on bed with mamy turn,
seems god has forgot to write today's sleeping program's code,

why i m not able to sleep,
or i dun want my concious state to creep.

wind blowing is very much awesome,
when i go outside and try to have some hike,
then along cold wind raindrops splashed,
now have to do what i don't like,
going for studies is some sort of far gone stuffs,
but when tried, start thinking about someone,
from somewhere got noise of puffs,
perhaps of me ,god is making fun,

why i m not able to sleep,
or i dun want my concious state to creep.

is dat person not making me asleep??
but its not happening for the first occasion,
now begins to think more deep,
which stuff is drawing attention,
every is getting blocked,
study,walking alone,sleeping,...
now two things remain unlocked,
music and poem writing...

lets see when i am able to sleep,
or remained with my concious state dancing between sleep and active mode...

Thursday 28 July 2011

why do i love you(to my would be)


hey miss cute
your beauty turns me mute
wanna hang out
coming the thought
need you to get eyed
without you i might have died
eager to take a glance
wishing for a dance
pretty are your eyes
for you me ready for many dies
whence see your smile
something turns me fargile
on me whenever you lambast
my heart starts beating fast
highly increasing my craze
wanna me to gaze
sitting in the moonlight
with distance being slight
whenever you narrate
makes me elate
always desire to look you speaking
there only me staying and listening
don't wanna let you go
holding your hand
to not leave you taken a vow
until my heartbeats go infinitely low
wanna have a long drive
without you me always rive
so much you are gorgeous
so much you are magnetic
want to make you mistress
my love  is not dramatic
when you move fast
me blast
watching your hairs
dancing and jumping on your shoulders
to take a glimpse of your face
me always look  for every po'ble space
whenever your smile glitters
my heart opens its shutter
on your every extract
my mind starts to distract
feeling so much of your scarce
that try to make your picture in stars
thence seems
you coming towards me
standing in dreams
running to me
you come close
for me tis doze
fear to touch
as if fake is such
then try to hug
in my eyes goes a bug
my dream harass
and me fall on grass
bugs used to be of few
me sleep in the bed of grass fuul of dew
but of all
my love is tall
can't see you in probs
for you my heart throbs
not prepared seeing you in danger
everything for you i can be wager
whenever you have sad feelings
my mind starts swirling
put your tension on rake
that gives me headache
so i love
everything i say goes nub...
                                                   

Wednesday 20 July 2011

Eyes say something

Eyes are some sort of way
to express feelings , emotions ,
sometime eyes reveal what in mind,
have you ever expected something from blind ,
many a time it says what it should ,
sometime it doesn't,
on many occasions it does say
what we are unable to utter ,
it lets us know the feelings
of the person before us,
but at the same time it goes
deceiving us by secret woes,
eyes show shame,
we can identify attitude ,
many eyes want fame,
few without saying ,express gratitude ,
some eyes always angry
many are bright,
a few goes scary
some have cat like sight,
some are gentle
few are mental....
eyes always say something
it depict relationship,
it says manything without saying anything,
sometime we are able to follow
sometime we don't
which may not affect
while on the other it may do,
and  few time we may lose something....

Thursday 14 July 2011

Express what striking in your mind: Hey boys beware..!!

Express what striking in your mind: Hey boys beware..!!

Hey boys beware..!!

If you are a girl and reading the below writings then i must say you that it is for some specific type of girls...
this is not for all girls because our mom ,sister and girl friends are also females ........
NO OFFENCES TO GIRLS...


hey boys beware of some type of girls around,
don't try to trust on that type,
who can bury you in ground,
who can block your wind pipe,
after her extract from you is over,
never trust beauty with brains,
they seems like soft flower,
but they have taken ride of many trains,

boys be attentive before arrowing your heart...
as the girl, you are after, may have mentality like dirt..

you must have seen many broken hearts,
most of them are due to that type of girls,
their attitude are narrow like their mini-skirts ,
letting boys to loose eyes' pearls,
they dun respect their feelings,
more on that they are used to hurt others feelings,
no problems if they dun accept you,
problems when they let you go in griefs...

boys be attentive before arrowing your heart...
as the girl, you are after, may have mentality like dirt..

moral says dun let anyone to be engulfed in invisible attrocity,
if you know what's going on,
instead their ego is having its own peak velocity,
a boy weeping dusk to dawn,
but they will not clear anything ,
not accZ't be rude if anyone is so serious that he may die, talk to him gently he will go away by himself....

boys be attentive before arrowing your heart...
as the girl, you are after, may have mentality like dirt..

girls of that type don't care anything about feelings,
they care only about money, power, position..
knowledge, uses,tools for entertaining,
they will show rejection,
after they will find nothing of their use,
don't share your feelings to them,
let them suffer your refuse,
show your attitude as they are habituated of playing game.....

boys be attentive before arrowing your heart...
as the girl, you are after, may have mentality like dirt..

i dun know what to call them - selfish,
cunning, a fucking bitch,
they are so much inhuman in my views that i m unable to find any adjective,
can you call them witch??,
they are many things remaining to write but i don't want to use my that much creativity for such
type of persons....

Sunday 10 July 2011

Nayan Singhal (to him some words from my side)



Nayan singhal topper of our batch,
am damn sure me won't b able to catch
him in field of studies,
his voice is as sweet as melodies, 
from nature he is gentle n helping, 
a good n trustworthy friend,
nd will nt try to give anyone any bend,
hats off to him 
for his mindblowing performance,
 being somewhat childish,
 and  also lil bit selfish,
 know many things about me,
 i'll pray that his graph remains going upward,
 his excellence be so tall,
 that none can reach upto that height,
and be so stable that he would never fall,
 never seen him  in  any sort of fight,
 he is like my broda,
 (broda here  is used to represent elder brother..bro- brother,da- from dada(a bengali word meaning elder brother)),
me have a lot respect for him,
i wish you will get your well deserving desto,
and well planned tasto...
have a wonderful and successful life broda.....
yar remain giving me blessings and care...(you know i need that...)

The poor struggling boy

born like simple
not aware of upcoming wrinkle
childhood normal
life seems formal
love to taste toffee
addicted to coffee
want to have chocolate
having heart delicate
no so good in study
living in father's custody
sometime crying
but always trying
no so handsome
but will do awesome
from many sides got nopes
but never lost hopes
many one hurt
not changed his heart
due to lack of money
always been away from comfort honey
somehow constantly manage
sometime got damage
many time he fell
in world of hell
wounds open their mouth
he always loath
moral drowned
heart pound
treated as nerd
to 'em never been absurd
never been hostile
something in him always fragile
love talk to friend
who never let moral end
believe in god
soon will roll magical rod
farther not the days of happiness
endlessly going will be loneliness
being optimistic
also realistic
constantly doing something fantastic
dreams being gigantic
being somewhat distinct
never leave killer extinct
always kept himself as lone warrior
finally shatters all barriers..
 THE POOR STRUGGLING BOY
ALWAYS TREATED AS TOY
FINALLY WILL GET SOME JOY...........

Thursday 7 July 2011

Life is a Game











life is a game ,
better we call that it is having something from each sports,
to fix place many  effforts are made,
some don't don't get chance to play even after selection,
some gotta play after many critical situations....
we make entry lyk cricket batsman,
filled with full immunity and power,
its upon the player how he sets its innings,
despite being playing well he is given out few occasions,
its called hard luck,
sometimes due to oder players' foul we have to suffer penalty,
yellow card and  red card also,
rarely we get chance of lifesave,
many times we find ourself in trap like rugby,
but like never giving up fighter we break the cage,
and able to reach the point of destination,
some player always have fair play,
few never have,
few times we are also awarded with free kick or penalty,
few grab that successfully ,
few fail,
we always have someone above us to lead,
many audiences are there,
in few cases no teammates are there,
in chess we have to play alone...
even your little mistake can turn around the whole plot,
but if tackle the situations patiently and smartly ,
by managing your resources cautiously,
you will be reaching heights of success,
many times you have cheer leaders ,
but they are with you only in happy days,
sometime your destination turn like ball of billiards,
your ball of destiny depends on others,
sometimes you play well and enjoy the game,
few time you just play the game,
.....
its exit is like that of cricket ,
the way you come -same way you have to go...



Girls

without girls nothing complete
v got many to compete
v should respect 'em
provided  deserve to hav claim
they should worth
derwise dun look towards earth (means dun bend in front of dem)
sister lke a gud friend 
putting hats off to mom never end
as freinds can be gud
true love not rotten like wood
sister may leave care
to leave you mom never dare 
freind may ignore 
love may demand something more
mom never let ur tears to pour 
from deep ocean of grief she vil take u to shore
u must hav seen many
wudnt  suit any
some have fake attitude
never show gratitude
always been boast off
me always put off
some piddi
very much jiddi
some cute 
but their ego dun let other to salute
think there are many
which make 'em not worthy of any
some cute 
their gud  character make me mute 
with beauty being gracious
with 'em every moment  precious
some very good mate 
with 'em love to have chocolate 
never let ur eyes to leak
to you  never been geek
seems so nice 
their love have no price
some despite being not smart
never let you have dart  ...(dart izz a medicine for headache )
some are so beatiful
dat dey make ur life thornful
being cruel n rude
not satisfied with any dude
dun respect feelings 
turning to many virtual killings
some like giant bubble
never let you tremble
some like nice curly hair
by heart being fair
short but not dirt
being gud despite mini-skirt
leading boys to flirt
some break heart
regarding dem have many thing to say
some may let you dismay
some never be away 
with dem i wanna stay
with them have gud perspective
you vil always be respective
...

Sunday 3 July 2011

feelLing your absence



Why sometimes i feel tense,
seems as somethings keep its fence
 around me n my mind,
that moment not able to do anything ,
behave in very confusing n strange manner,
what happened , me not getting anything ,
my mind in some sort of panic ,
but then it comes to my conscious damn ironic
me in confusion, 
due to some sort of illusion ,
but even after knowing the reason ,
dun find any solution in my vision ,
its the same feeling keeping me still,
feeling ur absence,
lacking ur comments , voice,
ur care,
my life full with irony
slowly losing each symphony . . . 
just trying to live somehow
being without you............







THIS POEM CAN BE DEDICATED TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE VERY MUCH WHETHER THAT PERSON BE YOUR BELOVED, PARENTS, BRO,SISTER,FRIEND,ENEMY,ANY LIVING BEING..........EVEN NON-LIVING THINGS....
मैं तुमसे इतना प्यार करता हूँ   कि I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU ...
.DEDICATED TO THOSE WHOM I LOVE MORE THAN MYSELF.....................








Saturday 2 July 2011

some words to my friend sandeep singh


i love to eat chocolate candy
one of my classies is sandy
he is techaddicted 
in my life evrythng izz predicted
he is very funny
having heart sweet like honey
very much humorous 
his face seems porous
his hairs like something used to sweep
i never observe him weep
to laugh i never make delay
he seems some sort of gay 
never get dismay
always been cheerful
never seen boastful
founder of websterbox
wears shoes widout soxx
he izz very gud coder
having thinking broader
always wear loose shirt 
loves to watch girls in mini skirt
whenevr gets chance make me emabarass
but he never makes me harass
to be with i always laugh
never leading my mind to half
always being a tharki
but never been jerky
never wiil he fall
well from my side i will say "that's all".....:P
love him so much 
always wanna be in touch....

Some sentences can change someone's life





                                   To the reader
If you want to read the story please read in one go. Don't read it in pieces . And try to read the story  as if it is happening around you and you are a part of the story. In the story nothing is in resemblance of anyone's life. Don't forget to give me feedback.




                     SOME SENTENCES CAN CHANGE SOMEONE'S LIFE    
                       X------------------------------------------------------X
Have you ever heard of "A BOY SITTING IN THE EXAMINATION HALL COMES TO KNOW THAT  HE IS IN LOVE " ?
I don't think you have ever heard of it.. and never you will...
What's your first and immediate reaction?? you must be thinking  " During exams everyone's concentration sticks to his/her answersheet 
whether he or she is studious or not . What would have been the reason behind it?? What would be reason which made him aware that 
he was in love??
Let me tell you whole stuffs and  uncurtain the story.


Like every exams Pops Andrew(Boy's name) went for exam. Clock rang and answer sheet along with question paper were distributed among
the students.Exams started and everyone was writing papers. Suddenly in the mid of exam period ,a girl whose name was Rose Collins stood 
and said  to Invigilator " I am not feeling well.I want to leave."  Then invigilator had a chat with her and then given permission to leave .
She went out of the examination hall. Pops was sitting in the same examination hall .As soon as he heard that Rose was not feeling well
and she had left the exam something happened to him, his hands began to creep and he was not able to write anything more . He was just 
thinking about Rose . He was not able to concentrate on his answer sheet rather he was thinking about Rose . Many questions started 
to come into into his minds. Why was he not able to write ?? Somehow he was able to attempt all the questions . In the meantime one 
thing came to his mind  " Am i in love with her?"
His heart was saying "Yes" but his mind was contradicting the same .


Let me take into flashback.
Rose and Pops had been spending good time with each other. They were like friends. Both had goood mutual understandings between them.
Sometime they used to have fight but after fight they didn't feel well and soon got patch up. They used to help each other in problems.  
One thing more was that  Pops used to respect her very much and used to tell her " You always make me learn many things . Your every 
sentence give me some lessons. Even when we are in some fight your memories let me learn something. You are my teacher. But you have 
some flaws. You are responsible formany positive changes in me."
She used to reply " unbelieveble , someone respects me so much .It is quite Awesome. I would like to know my flaws." 
By listening those lines from Pops, Rose didn't have any feeling that Pops was in love with her as he always used to make her remember 
that they were just friends neither more than that nor less.
Sometimes Rose used to ask him " are you in love with me?"
Pops used to reply " No."
Both used to take care of each other.Slowly Rose became very close to Pops . This way they spent their two years . But two months before 
exams they had some misunderstandings and frequent fights due to which they were not in touch .They used to talk very less now.
Pops got a lot changes in his life due to Rose . He became a good boy from a normal  one.


Remember This the above part  and   come out of flashback.


After completing his papers , he went outside,rang her number and asked " What happened to you ?? are you alright?"
She replied" a feeble fever and little headache. Don't worry i will be alright by tomoorow."
Pops said" take care of yourself and get well soon."
 Next three days she didn't come to give exams as she was still not alright and all the three days he was just doing formalities of writing .
 His eyes used to search Rose and mind was praying for her well-being. After coming out of exams he used to ask her " how are you ?"
 Every time she used to reply " I am recovering and i guess i will be coming tomorrow".
Whole day he used to be lost in her memories . He was in love.
After three days she came to appear in exam and then he felt quite relief. That day he went to Rose and said:


"HEY ROSE ,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MYSELF. I DON'T KNOW WHEN DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU .
I CAME TO KNOW WHEN  I WAS GIVING EXAM THREE DAYS BEFORE WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE NOT FEELING
WELL AND THEN HAD LEFT THE EXAMINATION HALL....
HEY CUTEE BIRDIE ,WILL YOU ACCOMPANY ME AND GUIDE ME THE WAY IN BEAUTIFUL FLIGHT OF LIFE ...
YOU KNOW I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU ...
AFTER YOU CAME IN MY LIFE , IT GOT MANY UPGRADATIONS .....
IT SEEMS AS IF EVERYTHING WAS PRESENT YOU JUST ARRANGED THEM AND HAS GIVEN SOME SHAPE...
YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL ....
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPRESS AS THERE ARE MANY THINGS INSIDE WHICH NEEDS TO COME OUT...
YOU KNOW I AM QUITE SERIOUS ABOUT YOU...
AND YOU KNOW VERY WELL WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU <3<3<3....."


She didn't reply instantly .Pops was just waiting for her reply - not caring about any exams .  He used to send her many emails in those 
7 days expressing his love and care.Here is one of them:
" HEY DEAR ,
HOW ARE YOU ??
HOPING YOU ARE ALRIGHT.
YOU ARE TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF NA....
I AM QUITE WORRIED B'COZ
SOMEBODY DREAMS ABOUT YOU
SOMEBAODY CRIES FOR YOU 
SOMEBODY CARES FOR YOU
SOMEBODY PRAYS FOR YOU
SOMEBODY IS WAITING FOR YOU.......
I KNOW ALL THE STUFFS 
AS IT'S ME WHO IS THINKING ONLY ABOUT YOU ,YOU AND YOU."


Whole week he was just thinking what would be her reply(yes / no)?


After the last exam he got one mail . That mail was from Rose . 
She said " obviously no."
The same instant Pops called her and asked " what sort of things you don't like in me?"
Rose(loudly as if talking to enemy): i don't like anything about you. Please stop torturing me with your emails.
Pops: We will be talking in future na?
Rose(very harsh voice):no.
Pops: Can you tell me any of things you don't like??
Rose(angrily): I told you na i don't want to talk to you . In which language should i speak?
Pops:ok.
                     After sometime again he called her .
Pops : May i utter my last request ?
Rose: now what?
Pops : May i send at least one mail in month?
Rose:No.


Pops was totally depressed as he was thinking " was that the same girl with whom I had spent some good time for last 2 years? How can 
a person get so change ? Is this her real face?  " Many questions like that.


Rose Collins was in relationship with someone else but she never told Pops about him . She didn't want to make him known about him.She 
didn't want anyone to be so close to her that proved to be any hurdle for relationship with her boy-friend.


Pops Amdrew was totally in some sort of mental trauma . Her sentences and rude behaviour were still haunting his mind.
It was quite obvious for him as they had spent two years with each other merrily.
He was still feeling that she was good from her  heart but her behaviour and his mind were contradicting the same. 
She didn't give a single reason for why she didn't want to talk to Pops . She didn't tell him a single thing which she didn't like in him.


After exams were over he went to his nearby house . Some questions and some sentences were still haunting his mind. He was still having the 
same feelings for Rose. He was not able to concentrate on anything. He was not even having food regularly due to which his health was
 deteriorating slowly. 
While playing cricket he was not able to hit the ball out of park . Those deliveries which he used to send for six were hitting his chest and forehead.
He was not able to catch the ball. 
In football also he was not having control over the ball. Due to his careless performance he was give the place of defender . But he was there 
also making the same mistakes . Due to this he ws thrown out of football team.
Now come the turn of rugby , after holding the ball he used to be lost in memories of Rose (her smile , her talks.....) due to which oppositions 
used to snatch  the ball quite easily. He was asked to take rest and go to some psychiatrist .
He used to be lost in her memories and in search of some questions which were haunting his mind like why did she change her behaviour?
why did she not even think before saying that she didn't want to him?? Many more.
He spend his stay at home like that way. He had gone through many sleepless nights.
He was knowing everything that she would not be talking to him anymore. But still he was sending mails to her.
After he joined classes his conditions had gone bad to worst as he used to see Rose daily but couldn't talk to her. Whenever he used to
see her talking to some other boys he used to be very much angry but never did anything bad to anyone.He continued to send her mails but 
in reply she used to say him that his mails were quite irritating and torture and always told him not to send anymore. 
He used to think that could it be possible that his love proved to be torture and irritation her?
Once he had uttered all the bad things and flaws of Rose to her in sheer anger , but as soon as he realised that what he had said 
he should not have said, he said sorry and sent an email of apology.
I am asking you "Is her behaviour towards him a bit tolerable and morally correct?" If you are saying yes this means you are lying to 
me and yourself. For a moment put yourself at the place of Pops Andrew . 
On one hand he was going down and down while on the other hand she was enjoying happy life and spending quite a memorable moments 
with her boy-friend.  Pops was not knowing anything about her boy-friend.
It seemed as if he was drowning in love the same way we have taste of eclairs . If you would have tasted Eclairs slowly you can understand 
the pleasure . Same pleasure he was enjoying but his other works were just like the way he had left before proposing her. His life was slowing
down .Everyone was busy with his/her stuffs . It seems as if for him clock was stationary and not able to move. For him , it seemed as if he 
he had his last talk with Rose last day and daily he used to  go for classes in a expectation that he would have a talk with her and she would 
tell her why she behaved with him like that and uttered that type of sentences. Perhaps due to that reason he had been sending her mails .
On the other side ,Rose was just getting  more and more irritated day by  day due to which she once told him to go away from her life and 
leave her alone .
On reply he said " ok anything for you. I will try my level best to go from your life as soon as possible."
Rose was happy that he got free from his so called irritating mails. 


After few days , he sent her a mail writing following things:
" HEY ROSE
I STILL HAVE THE SAME FEELINGS FOR YOU,
I KNOW THAT  YOU DON'T LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT ME,
AND YOU HAVE ALREADY SAID NO TO ME,
BUT STILL I AM NOT ABLE TO FORGET YOU,
YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL,
I DUN HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER MY HEART,
NOW IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME,
WHETHER YOU HATE ME, DISLIKE ME,
CURSE ME OR ABUSE ME,
YOU KNOW I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU,
BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DIE,
I LOVE THE WAY YOU TALK , YOU LAUGH,
U GIGGLE, U GET ANGRY,
I DON'T WANT TO FORGET YOU....
AS YOUR  MEMORIES ALWAYS SPLITTER SMILE ON MY FACE,
YOUR MEMORIES SPASH PLEASURE IN MY LIFE,
YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE TWO TIMES,
WHY DID YOU GET CHANGED,
CAN'T WE JUST CONTINUE AS FRIENDS...
WELL I AM GOING VERY FAR FROM YOUR LIFE ...
YOU WILL NEVER  GET ANY EMAIL OF MINE ....
SORRY FOR IRRITATING YOU...
IN ANGER  I HAVE SAID MANY BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU SO I AM FEELING QUITE BAD AFTER THAT 
SO IF POSSIBLE FORGIVE ME....."


Next day he went away and never seen again. Those friends who knew all the things related to him tried to find him but he was nowhere 
found.(Due to his carelessness in every field of life some of his classmates forced him to utter everything happened to and with him. As when
they came to know that he had asked his parents to change his college , they became quite tensed.)
They didn't informed his parents about what had happened to him as they were quite sure that he would soon be fine and be leading a happy 
life. 
After Rose came to know that he had left the hostel after that conversation between them she was quite tensed as she was also a classmate of
Pops but she was not feeling any sort of shame that due to her someone's life is getting bad to worse .


Here is the end of part I see you soon.


You know life is not like bollywood films that watching such pathetic conditions Rose would come and try to console or
help Pops Andrew.
Well at that time only Rose could help him but she was busy with her own life and she always had told him "Why should i listen to all 
your rubbish things and sayings? Why should i care about you ?"
He knew that he had to move on but watching her daily and just be able to remain looking at her. Nobody could be able to forget anyone 
in that way.
He decided to give it a rest and went for its solutions to his closest friends.
Firstl he went to his closest one of college Shas Rocks.
He asked Shas for any solution.
Shas: Listen bro . You need to move on as there are many other things in life important to care about. You have to do better for 
those who love you.
Pops:I have trying for last 7 months and you know what has been my condition....Yar i also love but she never cared about me.
Shas: leave her pursuits and do whatever you want. You know one more thing that she has been spreading many bad things and having bad 
talks about you among her friends.Leave that fucking bitch.She is nowhere in comparison with you. She has nothing to boast off.
Pops: hey don't say anything bad about her , I love her. 
Shas(angrily): You know this is fucking bullshit. What sort of human being are you?? She has never respected you and your feelings and still 
you are not ready to listen anything bad about her.Your life is getting ruined due to her. You have been losing many things and still you are 
having the same feelings for her.Now i don't have anything to say . If i can do anything for you ,it would be my goodness.
Pops: That's because I love her more than myself.Whatever be her attitude and her behaviour my feelings don't gonna change for Rose.
                                                                      (a little pause)
I am going to meet my childhood friends so till the time i don't give a call of my return you just don't tell anyone about where i am going.
Shas: ok. but come soon and take care of yourself.
Pops: obviously bro.


He went to meet his two childhood friends (Nancy and Pattrick).


He went to Nancy first.
Nancy: After so long we are meeting. How is life going ??
Pops(with very weeping voice):  Fine.
Nancy: But with your voice , nothing seems to be fine.
Pops: Umm... Have some probs...
Nancy: What sort of probs...??
Pops utter all the stuffs and asked her why did she behaved that way???
Nancy: There must have been some problems with her or some personal reasons....
Pops  : So she should leave talking to me ?? .... i have never been rude to her... why did she do that to me ???
Nancy: You are being obsessed about this matter...
Pops: Why should i not be like that?? She was once my friend and now she didn't want to look at me...why ?? I have been loosing many things ...
Nancy:  Hey listen i am third person and i can't really help you in this matter...
Pops: Ok . I am leaving....
He was quite depressed...
Now last hope was Pattrick ... and he knew that he won't be coming empty handed from Pattrick...


Pattrick: Hey Pops good to see you bro... How has your guitar , football,rugby and other stuffs been going ???
Pops(slow voice): Good ...
Pattrick(without any time lag reacting):you are lying...
Pops: you always caught me ....
Pattrick(with a sweet smile): I am your best friend  man... that much i shold know....
Pops: I am in love...
Pattrick: So, did you tell that lucky girl ??
Pops: ya. 
Pattrick: She said yes na..
Pops: Obviously no.
Pattrick: What ?? Is that girl mad?
Pops: She said "obviously no".
Pattrick: So what go for another one.
Pops: I can't . you know that i can't be a playboy.
Pattrick: So what will you do?? remain weeping throughtout your life. I know you very much.
Pops: It has been seven months i am starving.
Pattrick(angrily): bullshit.... tell me whole matter from very beginning.
Pops uttered all the stuffs.
Pattrick(almost about to beat Pops): Have you gone mad?? You have been facing for last seven months and now you are coming to me.
You haven't done good to you and our friendship.(He then didn't utter anything sentimental as he was getting what Pops had faced.)
He then asked about Rose .
He uttered everything he knew about her .
Pattrick: Hey your love is very much true. But i couldn't understand why did she say no to you.
Pops: Its her life . It is she who would decide what to do and what not do.
Pattrick: Right you are. But you have to move on.
Pops: You know me i am a sportsperson. I don't  give up so easily. I have been trying for last seven months when i find myself helpless then i 
come to you.
Pattrick knew that it was  time to give Pops as much energy and motivation was he could.
Pattrick: Listen one thing don't try to forget her .Just try to focus on other important works .Just leave the dreadful part and enjoy the 
cheerful part. You wouldn't be able to forget her as she will be infront of you for next two years.
Pops: I think you are right .I will not try to forget her. Instead i will try to make myself busy and enjoy that feeling of love whenver i will
 be sitting idle. I will not be talking to any girls.
Pattrick: NO bro . You should not do that. You should talk   to other girls.All girls are not like her.
Pops: Right you are.
Pattrick: But remember you are a sportsperson and fighter. Tears are made for coward not for brave fighters like us .You have to come with 
flying colours. Whenevr her memories try to stike you , put a pretty rose in front and start expressing your feeling in the form of guitar beats.
You will feel better. Listen one thing i know you are not a playboy so it would be very difficult for you to go for another girl, so remain
loving her .Love her to that much extent that she will feel proud of herself that a person like you fell in love with that normal girl.
(He knew that she had deeply made her place in his heart . He knew that it was the time who could give him moral support.)
Pattrick:You know you have to ameliorate yourself for those who love you. For a moment think that what will be going on your parents' when
they would  hear about your present conditions . You must have seen your friends worried due to you watching you starving and dying daily.
Pops: What you are saying is 100% right but i love Rose Collins - she didn't care about me.
Pattrick: That's the difference between you and Rose. You care about those who love you and she doesn't.
Pops: Hmmm...
Pattrick: Think that you will not be able to forget her and she won't be even looking at you and start concentrating on the other important works.
Put the thought in your mind that you are A lone warrior and try to be Cool Combatant.
Pops: Now i think i can be back on track.
Pattrick(he knew that how much difficult was that for Pops but he was trying to motivate him): Whenevr you find , ring me .
 I will help and always remember what i ahve said to you .
Pops: Obviously bro.. But a a a ...
Pattrick : But what ??
Pops: Yar i can't see her in probs... She has many flaws and many care she needs. Who will take care of her ?? and many such things are more.
Pattrick: In this case you can't do anything except praying to god as she is not ready to talk to you. 
They spent some good times with each other and then Pops Andrew left for his hostel.
He went to hostel . He had  changed to some extent. Everyone was happy that he came back . Now he was trying to concentrate on other stuffs.
He tried and succeeded to certain extent but many a time found diffficult to concentrat and  whenever he felt difficult , those sentences from 
Pattrick helped him a lot.
He was not able to forget her and he didn't try to forget her. He was still feeling the same thing for Rose Collins. Have you ever tasted Eclairs
?? If it is tasted very slowly and with feel , very much pleasure it gives.
The same pleasure he was enjoying but that was  of his true love.
Pops after completing his studies went home and continued his life.
But he remained single for whole of his life as no girl was ready to live with the person in whose heart someone else was living.
It happens only in Bollywood films that knowing everything any person gets ready to be with that person who is in love with someone else .
You know in practical life it's quite deadly hard to forget that person for whom you have such type of feelings and it is quite ridiculous to 
think that Rose would come and console Pops. It only happens in Bollywood Films that give HAPPY ENDING.


Let come back to story .
The man Pops Andrew decided to lead a normal life being single .He then went for social welfare.He spent maximum part of his wealth for
orphanage ,old people home ,schools for physically handicapped and many more things .The man was happy for serving the human beings who 
are quite helpless. 


His happiness had reached its peak ,
he was in memories of Rose,
he didn't let anyone of past moments to leak 
from his mind that day, he got for doze,
but who knew that he would dream so deep
that forever he had to sleep.